April 29, 2025
By Shawqi
Author in PalestinianCauses
Debugging While the Lights are Out (Somewhere Else)
The screen is finally showing the right thing. The crucial update is live. My eyes ache, raw and tired after a night glued to this monitor. It is 05:08 in the morning. Another night vanished into pixels and problem-solving here in Cape Town. I have been battling a stubborn issue that made it difficult, sometimes impossible, for new diaries to be perfectly saved and displayed on The Truth Museum pages. It is not a simple fix; it is one of those deep-seated snags that required taking everything apart and carefully putting it back together, testing every angle—hour after hour.
And all those hours, I kept thinking of them. I think of L and M, whose incredible work involves preparing these vital testimonies and are eagerly awaiting the chance to see people's diary submissions flood into our new Museum. I think of N, whose outstanding art needs a solid platform for the world to see and who shares that excitement for this new space where we will collect the truth. Gym Rat, who is trying to gauge how our message is landing, needs the site to be consistently functional to understand our reach. They could not help me hunt down a digital problem; their fight is a different kind of urgent, physical, and immediate. They only need the tools to work whenever they get a window of possibility.
Now, you understand how the pressure came from tonight. It is not the code itself – the logic, the structure. I trust the effort that I put in and the tests I write to catch the easy stuff. The real fight lies in forging a lifeline strong enough to bear the weight of the realities it connects. It is the awareness that my inability to fix this tonight means another delay for L and M trying to get a new diary online during a brief power window tomorrow. It describes another moment where someone outside, searching for truth, might hit a broken link. I feel intensely personal, this fight against a digital wall, knowing the actual walls and blockades they face constantly.
So I pushed through the exhaustion, the frustration. Coffee cooled, and the sky outside began to lighten. It is not about proving I can fix the bug. It is about removing an obstacle between a voice in Gaza and the world that needs to hear it. Seeing that final confirmation – that the update is live and the system is accepting new entries correctly – felt like opening a small, vital channel just a little wider. It is 05:08 in the morning. My small victory here ensures the path is ready for their monumental courage in my homeland. The fight continues on screens and the ground, connected by threads of determination and the unwavering power of truth.